so i am on day 8 and i’m doing good… i just want to eat so bad… LOL… still mental and emotional hunger, but it’s time… lol maybe i picked the wrong time to fast, but i couldn’t have. i prayed and got the answer that fasting was what i needed to do. i have been thinking and doing a lot of reflection and introspection and i dunno. but so far so good. i don’t know how much i’ve lost but i had to have lost at least 10 pounds no kidding… because clothes that i couldn’t fit i can now wear. i mean they are aliitle snug LOL, but i can go from here adn lose the weight i need to lose… i’ll prolly still leave the count at about 30 pounds to lose… how i’ll be able to tell who knows, but i’ll be able to tell by the clothes i wear or can fit back into with no problem. and i’ll hve a good judge by then… but other than that.. i’m relaxng and overall i’lm glad i fasted. it would have probably beeen easier to fast with out as much personal distraction but maybe i will get to do it again. i’m sure i will and we will see what happens…
about my upcoming locking a few months ago i bought some wigs to wear because i have to go around with my hair basically unstyled for the two weeks between the consult and the time they are installed. i think i will see what other people did in that time frame…. i hate wigs but i have to do something. they’re cute, but they are “wiggy” no offense to each his or her own i just don’t dig wigs, but i can’t figure out a better option.
until next time,
much love,
marna
